clouds lately as stubborn as my sadness this unrelenting __________

I want to see stars tonight and I can't tell you why I'm sad but

there are none  instead in this field where the dogs roam blind

i crunch across snow remnants which provides the only light  no

you are off in the distance with your cell phone beam watching for shit

these patches of snow shift and stick like foam  the foam of the ocean

suddenly everywhere  you still distant I spin and spin on this freezing foam

dizziness a little like drunkenness and I'm in the waves I'm the foam here see